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chi jor sin

everything is so fucked up...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can it be any worse?????????

Am i too simple (stupid????) or all the things around me are too complicated??

Can anyone tell me WHY???????????????????///

Haven't updated my xanga from ages...i guess it's time to update a bit so that my dearest friends would know more about my recent life.

Have been working so hard on my resarch these days... it's tough but i enjoy it so much cos i find myself doing sth really substantial .. just hope that final product would be a nice one so as to put a better end to my U life... hahaha.. at least completing my degree with a sense that i know sth about law... hehee...=P

Was extremely depressed last week ...Cried a lot and ended up getting myself drunk in the club which made me feel even worse the next day....well luckily the depression didn't last long..cos i dun even have the time to be sad... the school work is too pressing...anyhow that maybe sth good ..at least i dun have the chance to get crazy as what i had been during the summer holiday...all through the time i have been pondering at what had actually gone wrong......why the same story happened on me again and again....i just kept asking myself why.....why why why why...

but why it happened is not important no more -- no more why --- cos i know that the best would be ahead --- no more looking back ----

I am satisfied with my life, with my girls who are always by my side, my family who loves me and my future career .heehee no more tears but laughter everday 

Ps.. read vicky's xanga just now --- congratulations babyyyy good luck with work!!!!! i know u can do it well *hugzz****

You will never know the signifiance of each incident in your life until you are able to step back and see the whole picture..